{"id":3387,"date":"2006-08-28T17:20:25","date_gmt":"2006-08-28T21:20:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/timesandseasons.org\/?p=3387"},"modified":"2006-08-28T17:22:01","modified_gmt":"2006-08-28T21:22:01","slug":"but-though-i-have-wept-and-fasted-wept-and-prayed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/timesandseasons.org\/index.php\/2006\/08\/but-though-i-have-wept-and-fasted-wept-and-prayed\/","title":{"rendered":"But though I have wept and fasted, wept and prayed"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Up until about a year ago, if you had asked me why I had studied German, I would have said that I started in the ninth grade and just didn&#8217;t know when to stop. At BYU, my major in mechanical engineering lasted about 20 minutes into the first orientation meeting, and I didn&#8217;t really know what I wanted to study after that, but I didn&#8217;t worry too much about finding another major at the time. I thought I would figure out what I wanted to study on my mission. <!--more-->Somewhere during those two years, I would surely discover what I wanted to do with my life. Maybe I really would have found a major during my mission, if I hadn&#8217;t done so much reading.<\/p>\n<p>When I had filed my mission papers, my bishop asked me where I wanted to go. I told him I didn&#8217;t want to go to Germany, since after three years of high school German I already knew the language. (Hah!) Two months later, I was in Provo, studying German for 12 hours a day. Before I left the MTC, I bought a copy of Hans-Wilhelm Kelling&#8217;s <em>Deutsche Kulturgeschichte<\/em> &#8220;for additional language study.&#8221; I read through it during my first couple months in Essen, and again when I took Hans-Wilhelm Kelling&#8217;s third-year cultural history course after my mission. (Not to mention the lessons in cultural history I got from talking to Germans and wandering around their cities.) A couple I taught in Essen gave me a copy of Hesse&#8217;s <em>Siddhartha<\/em>, which I also thought would be useful for additional language study. (Thanks, Helmut and Silke!) When I went searching for an advanced grammar, a sister missionary recommended <em>Lehr- und \u00c3\u0153bungsbuch der deutschen Grammatik<\/em>. (Thanks, Sister Zupan!) I worked through all the exercises while I was in Osnabr\u00c3\u00bcck, and again when I took Alan Keele&#8217;s third-year advanced grammar course.<\/p>\n<p>After months of daily use of and collisions with the German language, I started wondering about the historical reasons for the odd patterns of phonetic correspondences between English and German&#8211;<em>path <\/em>and <em>Pfad<\/em>, <em>sorrow <\/em>and <em>sorgen<\/em>, things like that. During my second stay in Essen, I borrowed a copy of Stefan Sonderegger&#8217;s <em>Grundz\u00c3\u00bcge deutscher Sprachgeschichte<\/em> from the library and discovered almost everything I had ever wanted to know: Grimm&#8217;s Law, Verner&#8217;s Law, the High German Sound Shift, Ablaut, Umlaut, n-infixes, and so on. It was excellent preparation for the course on the history of the German language that I took my last year at BYU from Randall Jones.<\/p>\n<p>One great thing about missionary apartments is that they always have copies of the Book of Mormon in various obscure languages. If you know English and German, it&#8217;s not too hard to learn to read any Germanic language, except for Icelandic. After experimenting with reading the Book of Mormon in Dutch and Norwegian, I decided to tackle Icelandic in Wuppertal, halfway through my mission. I finished it on the plane home (good preparation for the course in Icelandic I took my last year at BYU with George Tate). Later, in Bonn, I read Einar Haugen&#8217;s <em>Die nordischen Sprachen<\/em>, and towards the end of my mission in Duisburg I read through an Icelandic grammar, along with Thomas Mann\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s collected short stories and novellas. For additional language study, you know.<\/p>\n<p>But by the end of my mission, I still had no idea what I wanted to study. The great revelation of what my lifelong career should be never came. I knew that German might be useful in whatever field I ended up studying, for example to satisfy the language requirement for a math major, or something like that, so I signed up for three German courses the first semester after my mission, and three more courses the next semester. If only I had found something I wanted to study during my mission, or received some kind of sign, just a hint, the merest clue, anything&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Up until about a year ago, if you had asked me why I had studied German, I would have said that I started in the ninth grade and just didn&#8217;t know when to stop. At BYU, my major in mechanical engineering lasted about 20 minutes into the first orientation meeting, and I didn&#8217;t really know what I wanted to study after that, but I didn&#8217;t worry too much about finding another major at the time. 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