{"id":1997,"date":"2005-02-25T10:25:14","date_gmt":"2005-02-25T15:25:14","guid":{"rendered":"\/?p=1997"},"modified":"2005-02-25T12:47:44","modified_gmt":"2005-02-25T17:47:44","slug":"home-teaching-hopkins-haunting","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/timesandseasons.org\/index.php\/2005\/02\/home-teaching-hopkins-haunting\/","title":{"rendered":"Home Teaching, Hopkins, Haunting"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>NOTE:  I wrote most of this yesterday, but thought perhaps it was too sentimental.  This morning it seems horribly appropriate, as I&#8217;m praying (and crying) for Geoff&#8217;s little boy.<\/p>\n<p>Kaimi&#8217;s <a href= \"http:\/\/timesandseasons.org\/index.php?p=1996\">post<\/a> puts me in mind of a favorite poem by Gerard Manley Hopkins (&#8220;golly,&#8221; you say, &#8220;it doesn&#8217;t take much to get her going, does it?&#8221;):<\/p>\n<p>The Lantern out of Doors<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes a lantern moves along the night.<br \/>\nThat interests our eyes.  And who goes there?<br \/>\nI think; where from and bound, I wonder, where,<br \/>\nWith, all down darkness wide, his wading light?<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Men go by me whom either beauty bright<br \/>\nIn mould or mind or what not else makes rare:<br \/>\nThey rain against our much-thick and marsh air<br \/>\nRich beams, till death or distance buys them quite.<\/p>\n<p>Death or distance soon consumes them:  wind,<br \/>\nWhat most I may eye after, be in at the end<br \/>\nI cannot, and out of sight is out of mind.<\/p>\n<p>Christ minds:  Christ&#8217;s interest, what to avow or amend<br \/>\nThere, eyes them, heart wants, care haunts, foot follows kind,<br \/>\nTheir ransom, their rescue, and first, fast, last friend.<br \/>\n&#8212;G.M.H.<\/p>\n<p>The bloggernacle is the road I look out at in the night, full of bobbing lanterns that catch my eye and my heart for a minute.  Most often, it&#8217;s the little bits of things that barely get said that stick in my head, make me watch until the lantern disappears from sight&#8211;anne&#8217;s one line about her son committing suicide, Stephen&#8217;s occasional mention of Robin or Courtney or Jessica, the bloggernacle-announced babies&#8211;Mia,  Emma, Truman, Mary, Conner, Alison (a toddler already, not inspiring late-night, colic-exhausted musings from her daddy anymore!),  the little gasps of pain over unrequited love, bar exam agonies, throw-away lines full of heartbreak  (&#8220;if we&#8217;re able to have children&#8230;&#8221;).   Remember Mother of Triplets a few months back?  I&#8217;ve wondered every day what she decided, how she and her babies are doing.<\/p>\n<p>In a way, of course, it&#8217;s easier to be compassionate at a distance.  I don&#8217;t have to&#8211;*can&#8217;t*&#8211;really do anything; no casseroles to make, no babysitting to help with, not even a chance to lend a shoulder for crying on.  And that makes it harder, too, forcing me to look at people&#8217;s pain instead of running from it into busyness.  And it makes me pray, too, more sincerely than I usually  manage to pray about my own life.  I&#8217;m forced to ask and allow Christ to mind, and trust that He will, because I can&#8217;t do anything else.  In at least this one tiny way, &#8220;knowing&#8221; you in the bloggernacle, watching your lanterns go by, makes me a better Christian.   Thanks.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>NOTE: I wrote most of this yesterday, but thought perhaps it was too sentimental. This morning it seems horribly appropriate, as I&#8217;m praying (and crying) for Geoff&#8217;s little boy. Kaimi&#8217;s post puts me in mind of a favorite poem by Gerard Manley Hopkins (&#8220;golly,&#8221; you say, &#8220;it doesn&#8217;t take much to get her going, does it?&#8221;): The Lantern out of Doors Sometimes a lantern moves along the night. That interests our eyes. And who goes there? I think; where from and bound, I wonder, where, With, all down darkness wide, his wading light?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1997","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-corn"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/timesandseasons.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1997","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/timesandseasons.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/timesandseasons.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/timesandseasons.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/timesandseasons.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1997"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/timesandseasons.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1997\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/timesandseasons.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1997"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/timesandseasons.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1997"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/timesandseasons.org\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1997"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}